Today started out going OK until this afternoon. I was able to not throw up and was able to get food in me. Around 4:00 this afternoon, my eyes started burning, so I took my temp. It was 100.8. I have to call the doctor if it goes above 100. So, I did and she wanted me to go to the hospital. I begged her not to go, so she called me in an antibiotic and I have to go in the morning. I was supposed to get herceptin tomorrow anyway, but that may change. Maddie's birthday party is Wednesday night and her birthday is Saturday. I am going to be so upset if I miss this birthday party. This is just like Satan to use my kids to get to me. I started crying hysterically when I hung up the phone and blew my nose, of which is very sore, and started a bloody nose. It got all over me and I got even angrier! Well, he got the reaction he was hoping for! I fell right into his trap. There, now I admit it and that's all he's going to get out of me.
Please pray that all goes well at the doctors office tomorrow and that I am with my little girl on Wednesday.